millianaire
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I went to thailand but that didn't take away the pain Andre thoughts I came home and there was a million phone messages and hospital appointments reality hit me hard.... then I had to pick up his ashes I broke down outside the funeral directors I was ashamed of walking out with a box of ashes.... my emotions run in waves one minute I'm feeling positive that we will try again Andthe next I just want another one I just want him, I want to feel him hold my hand when we cross the road, I want to see him smile, I want to cuddle him when he crys, I want to see him turn 18.... I didn't even hear his first breath it aches my mind is in pain and now he sits in my room waiting for the post mortem to come back so we can say our final goodbye
My life really isn't important anymore and I would swap with him he deserved a chance he didn't deserve to be taken away.
I've lost faith in the world and myself .
My life really isn't important anymore and I would swap with him he deserved a chance he didn't deserve to be taken away.
I've lost faith in the world and myself .