Ah, I hear you. I’m so sorry that you experienced a miscarriage in October. I’m also sorry that you are in this situation with your health at the moment and completely empathise with your feelings of annoyance and time wasted. I really hope that your bronchitis clears up and that your cycles start to become more predictable again. When I’m unwell, I always find that I get much more down in the dumps about things. Being unwell doesn’t help with anything does it.
I have conflicting thoughts, like maybe giving my body a break from TTCing will workout better and mean that if I get pregnant again, I will have a better chance of a healthy baby, but on the other hand, I feel like am I just wasting more time?
I sincerely hope that when the time is right we will both be able to get pregnant and welcome healthy babies. I wish you the best and lots of baby dust. A bit of time to let our bodies heal might make all the difference